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Saturday, March 29, 2008
Okay here I come to update.... heh...
My life now has been complicating...
even the teachers can realize that I have problems...
ended a lesson and the teacher called me and said,
"From the look on your face starting from this year, I realize that u r upset about something. I notice that u r not being positive anymore. I dun want to see 1 of my best students to jus go down hill jus like tat... if wan to share, I’m ready to listen." wit me surprise out of her words and touched, I jus node my head... sum teachers jus love to make my day worse by insulting or saying things without giving a chance to explain...
but still, I dun wan to lose any of the current teachers teaching us... come on 5N2 make the teachers proud and encourage them back to teach us... we have no time to waste... Y bother being in sec5 if u don't wan study? why would u wan to not come to school and skip classes... to the person I’m talking about, forget coming to school la sia... u making our form teacher crazy u know? and the rest of my dear classmates, please co-operate okay... =)
as I said my life getting worse... people r twisting my brain and all...
at the same time, I’m like losing and missing tat someone and getting
close to sum others... I hope they would be close to me for a life time...
as I dun want bad history to repeat and I need that good special times to
repeat but I guess it won't happen...
well, enough about this... so on Thursday had class and band after school ended...
At the class I received TONS of work.... then after I went to band...
found out that trial DM can’t open the band store door cause the handle
was almost broken... that time, I wanted to take me instrument...
LOL I tell u... I’m wondering till now, who break the handle...
This is what I call, strong band members... lol... like real....
Then the next day, Friday...
school was okay...
after school had band...
band was quit fun lah... enjoyed the day...
thx to someone, I from bloody upset, I smiled...
thx to "u know who u r..."
we had combine rehearsal for parcels...
after band, as usual, we eat together... the normal people la...
so we eat2 tok2... hah.. Went home early this time....
as some people had their own reason... so all went off at about 8pm...
Reached home, online and slept at 3 plus even me was super ultra tired yesterday...
Today woke up early and went out wit me grandma and aunt to Geylang...
they shop, I jus follow... hah... no choice, the place fill wit women cloths...
lol... so help them carry stuffs lor.... blah3... nth much...
was suppose to go some where this evening but it was canceled... = (
so now, I’m jus rotting at home wit boredness and maybe going do work...
nth else to rite bah...
I’ll end here...
Bye byes...
FiRdAuS...
p.s: I don't know what else to say about u... now u r totally unknown to me...
By the way,
Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary School Performing Arts Concert tickets r out...
PARCELS...
17 April 2008 (Thursday)
3.30pm/8pm
Singapore Conference Hall
$10 per each ticket...
Please do contact me or tag me if interested...
Thank you for supporting...
Woken up at
5:23 PM
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Sch was fine...
afternoon had band...
Full Dress Achievement day rehearsal today...
i wasn't in band U cos i did nt received and info abt it...
firstly, i've been told through msn... but the thing is,
im using ebuddy. cos my messenger is spoil. the ebuddy, it
won't come popping out if a person chats wit u... so if like 3
times u said and i nvr reply, pls try using another source of
contacting me... thx... Whoever send out the last min
announcement, i dun understand y. i suggest rite, nxt time,
everyone, spread through sms can? im u r a caring band
member, a band member shud received alot of reminder
from the others... Watever hpnd today, DUN BLAME ME.
Im super not at fault...
Band, u ppl can still improve the pieces... play nicely and louder...
Not much time ready... the day is jus nxt only...
and some other stuffs happen la... shall not bother to say...
im super tired now...
i'll stop here then...
byes...
FiRdAuS...
p.s : watever i told u, pls keep it to urself... thx...
Woken up at
7:08 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
250 wordsSpeedtest
Woken up at
11:58 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Hello!!!
It's been almost a week since i update this blog.
The week i shall say, bad? plus some happiness la...no gonna say all the bad stuff...kay... Yesterday, Friday, i had some picnic with my long lost friend... lols... planned to meet before but failed... say only stay in Singapore, but cnt even meet up... hahahaha... busy singaporeans... so my friend and the rest met up at bukit batok as for me i have to come later because that morning i have to visit my grand aunt in hospital... she's suffering from strock and have a high chance to go off anytime... so then after the visit i head to bukot batok and took a cab to east coast... reached there and change and in to the sea i went... hahaha... sea level was high then... swim for few hours then rest... later that day, the sea level went lower... i cud go quit far... hehe... then when u reach the furthers u can go, the sand or watever u call that, it's like mud. it's so so soft and spongy!!! me friends and me was like shout like crazy people in the sea cause it was like ticklish la... heh.. all and over i enjoyed everything... get to know new people and all... i hurt my leg also... step a glass or smth in the sea... haish... some people were buried in the sand by us... hahaha... some of us fell in love with the softness of the seabed, till we don't want to go back to shore... scream our lungs out... for wat? i dunnoe... for me, stress i guess... hehehe...
Chilling abd emoing... hahaha.. lol... the three of us.... don't mind my hair aite. sea water mah...
After had a long day at the beach, we started changing and packing to go off... so almost seven, the van that we rent, came... we head to Bukit Batok MRT... Some wen off and some people like me hang oit at BK... We ate and talked alot... hehe... me, don't know them well, didn't talk much... im the type whereby shy shy guy one... u should know la hor... ended the day and took a cab home... reached home at about ten... The next morning at about 3++am, i was awoken up by grandma saying that my grand aunt had passed-away... it was so shocking and sad moment for me... it's like i jus visited her last morning u know... so i get up and told my sis... her reaction was so big even i got a shock.. it's easy for us to help cause my late grand aunt is our neighbour. my grand parents had to inform their relatives about the death... be it in Singapore or Malaysia... I help them to become an operator... hehehe... moved furnitures to make space for people to sit later that day... as in, my house was like a port. drink, space to sit or wait, the use of toilets and others, we provide it... the body was brought home at around 4. so bla3... i don't want to talk about the process of the body and all... me and my family send the body to the grave yard... then after went home, felt so bloody tired la so i went to bed... at that point of time, the place was still busy with people... around evening then i woke up... got to know that my sister want to open table... =) so i got ready and we went out.... we eat and chit chatted and all... then we head to my house... at my house, we tlk and watch TV...
Look at that face... sooo cute!!!
his name is IZZAT... Everyone say "hello IZZAT!!!"
HAHAHA... LOLS...
So the day ended and all went home...
and im tired... gtg....
byes.... nites...
FiRdAuS...
p.s : We will miss you...
had a great time on Friday...
Woken up at
10:42 PM
Monday, March 17, 2008
helloooo...
Nth much to say today...
im jus tired and frustreted after
wat happen today...
lazy to say anything ah... so sry...
tmr got band.. hah... see u band peeps thr...
gtg ready... gt loads of work...
FiRdAuS...
p.s : im always by ur side...
Woken up at
11:15 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
STOP being a small kid!!!
cos u r not! u r an old aged...
a small bloody thing and u shout like fcuk...
thanks alot for scolding her for nth...
go ahead and shout till the whole block can hear...
come on lah... she did nt even thing of such bad things...
nt even a single bit ok... u r over reacting! GOD!...
U want ppl to tok to u wit sensitivity then wat abt u???
I so nth else to say abt tis... seriously, she and i are so pissed!!!
Sch starts tmr...
i still haven complete my work!!!
hahahaha... it's "nt completed" kay... not "haven start"
I hope term 2 wud b a better one...
To AI peeps, see u peeps tmr!!! muss one and all...
Okaykay... hav to nw...
nid complete work bah...
byes...
FiRdAuS...
p.s : im waiting for you and the day to come... <3
Woken up at
10:23 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
A week of holidays turn out to be a week of hell...Ouh well i've gone missing for some time nw jus to settle some major probs and to be alone... i can't see y the world around me is jus being bad to me... watever i do is wrong... i guess i jus hav to take in the blame, accuses and watsoever u ppl wan to do to me... even im nt in the wrong... Say me blind or watever a billion time... i dun care.... cos im immune... i dun wanna care abt a single thing ready... Im pissed with my life!!! My Life SUCKS... Be in my shoes and u die...Jus dun wanna say anything more... To pissed to say it all...Sick sick sick...The Climate change really suck...aaarrhhh make me sick ony...dunnoe sick how long ready sia..then nvr go band...Good rite my life... sick ready somemore pissed wit ppl and stuff...Ermm.. i have this Band concert Advertising...Marsiling Secondary Performing Arts
(Includes their Military Band)
Mia Musica 2008 retro-spective.
29 march 2008
Victoria Concert Hall
Afternoon Show 2pm at $10
Evening Show 7.30pm at $12
Tampinese Secondary Band
28 JUNE 2008
Singapore Conference Hall
7.30PM at $10
Ahmad Ibrahim Performing Arts
Parsel Concert
17 April 2008
Singapore Conference Hall
7.30pm. Tickets at $10
Anyone interested or any enquiries pls do tag... thx...Do support the above schools...FiRdAuS...p.s : i always love you my dear... i always do... Miss u so muxh....
Woken up at
1:06 AM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
I save my last three words just for you...
Woken up at
7:44 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
HeLlOhElLoS!!!...
For some reason... im fcuking SMILING!!!
HaHaHaHaHaHa... probably ppl tt i missed r back?
and i had watch a great show tt made me smile and laugh...
i do reallyreallyreally hope tt this laughter, smiles and
hyperness go on forever... as if thr's no prob in my life!!!...
but i dun think possible... hmmm... well nvm.. atleast i hav
days like today... hope this days come more... =)))))
Well today sch was dismissed as usual...
lessons suck... thx to tt freak...
ouh nvm... dun wanna bother...
i wanna spend and enjoy my happiness tonite...
byebye My LoVeS...
FiR<3...>
Woken up at
10:39 PM
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Hah... it's easy for u to say...
i wanna see u do it man...
i tell u ah, u cnt do it... believe me...
cos u dunnoe or shall i say nt
knowing me at all anymore like in the past.
If u noe wat i wan, u noe wat to do...
even if u do, i dunnoe whr does tt
come frm... sincere or nt...
thanks for those who care... <3>
Woken up at
9:49 PM
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Don't worry, even u noe it's wrong to ask me for it or watsoever, i dun mind... so long i cn help u and it will come back.... i love both of u and i understand wat we r goin through... jus one thing tt i want, i hope it'll come back to me soon...
LoVe YoU!!!
FiR<33>
Woken up at
10:17 PM
Well, hello!!!
hmmm jus happy for some people... hahaha...
well, life goes on change people's life each day, be it good or bad, happy or sad... thinking something tt will nvr happen eventually happen... hah... so wen's my turn? wait long long.... my life wud jus b normal... the lonely me... had someone by my side bt wasn't sincere... it hurts alot... the normal me is the one always falling into ppl's tricks... so, ppl out thr, want to trick me? go ahead.. im immune... so ya, let me suffer and die...
today, was a long day wit alot of work....
nth much to day bah... cos it's boring...
confirmation slips r out.. checked them jus nw...
My ony mission tis yr is to finish my O's....
After tt, im gone... dun come find me...
if i wish to, i'll come... thr's no one left thr for me...
so, basically, yeah...
i end here for today...
byes...
FiR...
Woken up at
5:12 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Ok hello hello...
quite some time nvr update...
so on friday, had to go to sch to collect results... i went wit my aunt and my results was ok... all passed except for POA... my teacher key in the combine test marks... haish... puh nvm.. i dun care.. it's nt O's aniwae... rite guys..?? so after collecting results, i hav so much time tull band starts.. so i spend so much time doin nth...
band started at abt 1.45... i was sick on tt day, had flu... the cold weather was the reason. so i was advice nt to play as it wud sound weird... The band had a combine rehearsal wit choir and others... CO cud nt make it... i jus sit and listen... i wud say the playing was bad... but it's ok.. AICB can do it.. i believe so... GO AICB...
After band ended, we, some bandmates went to hav dinner... as usual, we were having fun talking and laughing... hahaha... then 5 ppl left and the rest of us went to a somewhr nearby northpoint... saw some seniors thr... everyone went home after tt...
On sat, woke up early in the morning as me, my grandma and me aunt's family goin to Batu Pahat... well we left singapore at abt 7.00... it was a long long journey thr..
ate breakfast went reached air hitam? think so... haha... then we continued... we then reached batu pahat and waited for my uncle's fren hu wud bring us to some house to eat fresh durian which are from a good tree... it's delicious i tell u... yum!!! bought some and head off to a fish kelong (however u spell tt) bought some fishes and went to a durian place again!!! haha... by then i had enuf lor.. my stomach started to feel very heatty... so yar... my uncle's fren's family left and we went for launch. we window shop after tt and me aunt bought some stuff... thr was nth much to do so we head home... the journey was so long... haha... but one lucky thing was tt passing custom was so easy as thr are nt much car...
So, we reached home abt 6++... then at night, as usual, family gathering... had loads of fun... all the grandchildren were here except for 1.... everyone caught up wit each others life and so on... basically tts all bah...
SOMEONE GOT A RETRIBUTION!!! hahaha... see? u bitch...
today, im still having flu... sick...
dunnoe cn come to sch or nt tmr...
hmmm... i guess i hav to end here...
byes.. till nxt time ya...
FiR... <3>
Woken up at
2:52 PM
