Wednesday, April 30, 2008
And they Exams Started!!!
Well, today exams has began....
I had my EL, MT and Science(Phys/Chem) Paper1...
EL paper was... aarrgghh... nth to say...
i cn say it's difficult la hor...
MT, if anyone were to say it's easy, ure wrong...
but i find it better then EL lah...
By the end of the MT and EL paper, my hand were
so painfuk as if it was gonna come off... hah...
the day did not end there... i still had another paper after...
haish... so stress and tired = slpy and cant think of ans to produce...
y mus thr 3 papers in one day? nvr b4 O level did tat....
and i end my papers at 4.45...
im super super super tired...
rite nw, im resting but still, im bored...
haish... ppl, tok to me... hahha...
and the skin tt i've changed,
mayb after MYE then i change again...
cos the one nw, im nt satisfied wit it... haha...
well, i hav nth to say liaos...
i shall stop here then...
byes... and jiayou ppl...
FiR...
p.s :i've placed u in my heart...
Woken up at
9:35 PM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Well, hello hello...
Im so tired last few day and today...
today was intense preparation for the exams...
starting tmr, exams starts...
To One And ALL,
Pupils Of AISS,
Good Luck For The MYE!!!
Wah i hav 3 papers tmr leh...
EL and Mt paper1 and science(phys/chem) paper1
so tmr, my day ends at 4plus due to extra time...
im so lucky tt tis is ony midyr... if it was to be the O's,
one of the days, i'll end at 8plus pm... imagine tt...
Ouhkay... im practically forgotten things tt happen
few days ago which i did nt update. so im sry...
my mind nw is too packed wif the studying...
but wat i noe is that i enjoyed few days ago and today...
so, i guess i hav to end here cos i hav nth to blog abt
and i hav to study...
byes for nw...
FiR...
p.s: U've made me smile... thx...
Woken up at
9:17 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Let's Update...
The week has been an exausting week...
Tons of work loads and busy studying...
not much to say abt tis... im jus so tired...
hope all tis time spent worth the marks...
well sat, as per normal, family gathered...
ytd was a full grandchildren gathering...
ahah... all the 8 of us... only the 2 adults
r missing... my father and uncle...
so all were chit chatting away...
the noise level was quite high... tat includes
my 2 little small cousins who shouts and run
here and there... lols...
Rubik's Cube has came to my family too...
aiyooo... ahah.. lol...
the week has been so busy, till i loss contact
wit some ppl... hah.. i wonder hw r they...
or is it, i hav to think the worst tat is to happen...
i hav no idea la... im jus pissed...
at tis time, im hands off... it's really up to them nw...
sometimes u jus hav to b in my shoes...
dun go ard and say such stuff...
hate me, go away! but dun pollute ppl's
brain like someone's... okay?
i heard and saw tis superb sentence by my fren...
FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE WINE...
IT GETS BETTER AS IT GETS OLDER...
I agree wit tis...
but u noe wat?
my friendship nw is like the wine being oxidized
it turns to vinegar... it turns sour... jus bcos of some ppl...
okok... shall stop here...
ahah to much of chem...
lols my favourite...
hav to go study nw...
byes...
GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING THE MYE!!! JY...
FiR...
p.s : u broke my heart...
Woken up at
1:51 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Hello...
Tired, back from sch...
hmmm... at every seconds the clock ticks,
it makes me worried even more...
MYE MYE MYE MYE MYE MYE MYE!!!!!...
Aaarrrggghh... studying super hard now adays...
but is it enough? i dun think so... haha...
well, i have nth to continue...
so i guess i go eat and then? do work? hopefully... lols...
well till then...
byes...
FiR...
p.s : Suddenly you're gone...
Woken up at
7:41 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Well had a long day today...
Studied only History and MT...
hehes the rest the teachers were not ard...
although 2 subj only, the rest of the time was
purely revision... 1st time tis yr, a day of me,
so hard working... lols...
after sch, i help a fren of mine who nids help in chem...
seriously, even im not in her class, i feel tat the teacher
teaches for the sake of teaching... don't even ask if the
student understand the topic or not...
covering a chap in a day??? wat u think student r? robots?
tis teacher is jus...? i hav nth to say...
so i stayed and help till abt six...
well it's an advantage for me cos as i teach, im REVISING!
Yeah... one good way for me to revise...
and to u, u r welcome... im here to help... tat's wat fren r for...
well enuf abt today in sch... heh...
nw, i hav nth at all to say...
if u guys wanna b a fren who always like ya ya papaya...
as in so called "fake fren" who make me a fool, i shall say
u ppl r jus wasting ur energy and time... cos im not bothering...
haha... stupid... i look like some idiot, but i noe hw to different shape
between a real fren or a fake... it's ok guys... in less then 7month,
all of u will be gone... i cn be in tis world peacefully...
then if i go poly, and thr the same type of ppl, i dun mind...
u noe y? bcos atleast i dun hav to stuck to same old faces of ur's
but on second thought, poly ppl wud be matured enuf la rite...? hopefully la...
tat's all for today guys...
till then...
FiR.
p.s : up to u to decide...
Woken up at
10:35 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
Ok, back to blog...
Well, it's not surprising if you are talking behind my back...
whatever you are saying about me, you are just saying
about yourself... because you have nothing else to do...
You have no life to leave. that's why you find something to do...
You want to bitch about me, I can bitch about you too...
but what for? It just don't bring me any good...
You can change people's mind about me, but you can't stop me from
fighting back my rights... someone said, well in tis world,
i have just to suffer more then the others, but in the next
world, hopefully I'll be happy and not suffer...
so, yeah... go ahead and bitch about me all u want... i dun care...
I've been in the sch for a long time to get this type of treatment
everytime, so i know who you are...
Ok, so today went to sch as per normal...
still sick! din manage to catch a 965 only a split second late bcos
of the first bus i took... traffic was bad and it was crowded....
but then i took 969 instead of waiting for another 965...
there were no sight of 965 infront at any busstop then...
but luckily the last stop b4 AI's i saw 965 was directly infront of
969... so i rush down and catch the 965... i managed to do so...
so, thank god... hehes... morning started pretty well and the day too...
it was jus tiring lah cos had SRP...
well, tmr is another day of sch...
hav to go now...
byes...
FiR.
p.s : Shut your mouth if you don't get the facts right...
Woken up at
5:39 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Well, im perfectly not fine...
ahah... im still sick!!! medicine finish...
aarrgghh... emotionally hurt too... heh...
watever it is, i dun care anymore...
i'll jus act happy and give u a smile... =)
So see ya...
byes...
FiR...
p.s : U think i care??? GTH!
Woken up at
8:08 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Hanisah, Me, Kak Erna and Yu Kai...
Thanks for coming GuYs...
The Lovely Lower Brasses...
Chiasing, Jiaying(alumni), JiaHao
Farah, Illya, FiR, Jingheng
and Faisal at the back...
and the corner, tt's Jun wei.
Woken up at
9:31 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
Well hello...
concert was great overall...
both afternoon and night...
did not come to sch in the morn as i was sick and no lesson for the day for me either...
so i decided to come the band's reporting time...
On the way to sch in band u... got some ppl lokking at me 1 kind.. hah...
reached sch and started preparing like eating and stuff...wen i was eating, my form teacher saw and ask me how was i.
i jus replied her that i still having swollen throat so she said ok taje care...
soon wen was settled everyone of the art's group and the teachers incharge
gathered at the canteen to be addressed by mr chin the principal....
after that we started leaving the school...
reached SCH and were deployed to our waiting rooms...
so we got ready. tune, hair-do, so on and so forth...met Faisal thr...
Heh.. dressed and ready for concert...
camwhore for a bit b4 concert.... hees...
Jingyi Mei and Me... <3
Haikal the close fren and Me...
Jun Wei the junior and Me...
From left. Vicknesh, Jun Wei, Haikal and FiRdAuS...
Hah.. i will miss them alot...
Syazana and Me...
and last but not least...
Faisal the best buddy... and Me...
Thx for helping us out...
and our soloist for the day is...
Mr Haikal... Great solo and congrates...
Yeah be a proud saxophonist...
so then we had our concerts and i got a flower...
thank you!!! my the other flower was stolen away...
how sad rite... tat bitch...
after the nite concert, i help load all the purcussion instruments...
then my bag was left in the waiting room, they help me take my tuba
and my bag... but i dunnoe some hw my file is gone.. ask anyone, no one
replied... wth lor... thr's my MC inside u noe.. confirm i'll get detention ready...
more photos and about ytd to be updated...
byes...
FiR...
Woken up at
2:43 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Im sick....
swollen throat....
and to day is the concert.... hw?
yeah... im at home nw... nvr go sch...
well nvm.. later im goin sch for band/concert
the most today i play till my voice gone...
hopefully i won't slp cos the medication i took wud make me slpy...
i'll update wen im home from concert... hopefully la...
well nth to rite liaos...
end here then....
byes... gd luck to all....
FiR...
p.s : u bully her, u die...
Woken up at
7:51 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
THE SUN!!!
IT'S BLAMING AND AIMING FIRDAUS' DAY...
Im so fucking pissed today la rite...
thx to those who shoot and do watever u like to me...
im so tired of my life goin through all tis...
thr's no ending to it...
i dun get the whole bloody point...
24/7 blame me, like im the only person in the whole wide world...
everything hurts... it hurts me like, bang!!!... so much impact tat
i cn jus burst into tears on the spot...
i hurts to think of the pass, it hurts to think of the future, but it's most hurtful to think of reality which is nw...
im speechless for today. seriously....
im so tired of ppl hurting me
im so tired of being in class and dun
understand a fucking thing cos the
teacher says it's hard to teach me...im so tired of being in band. tat's if
ppl nvr do anything...
im tired of being poor...
im tired of my eyes...
mus as well be blind...
im tired of being use like a dog...
im so tired of life...
thr's no ending to all tis shit...
thr's no way out!!!
wen i shut up, u all say im anti-social or emo la or watever u wan say...
wen i tok, u say so much oso... say i irritating la, tis la tat la...wat u expect me to do then?
blame me all u wan... i dun even fucking care...
if i look like ur DOG, so b it... woof woof....
if u wan to say smth, u bloody mean it....
dun come and think fir is stupid or wat...
so he wont notice...
yalah2 i stupid okay... big deal?
my eng suck like hell....
the tok big r the usually do no action...
im so so stress nw...
my tears continues to flow even if i control...so too bad.... it's uncontrolable...
if u wan to say i like girl, so be it...
enuf of tis shit la hor... i lazy say ready....
so ytd, i wen to fifi's concert... it was great... hehe....
bought roses and stuff... met late abit...
padahal2, we stil early... we seriously like early sey...
rasyid suggested meet at 11 the day b4...
i was like "for wat so early???"
hah... so we went to the esplanade andget a snack from McD...
Entered the hall at 2.30 smth or ard thr la...
we ovvupied the side seats...
then actually we cud sit the seats at the circles upstairs...
but since we're early, we cnt... no one's fault oso... cos no one noes...
so blah blah blah... after their super nice performance,
we met fifi to giv flowers...
someone by for me tis thurs ok??? hehe.. thx... haha...
seriously ah, their song, i listen like listening to tokyo kosei sia....so after met fifi, we all went off home...
while walking to the mrt, rasyid gone missing and
we started laughing due to certain stuffs and jokes...
laugh till stomach pain.. stupid sia...
so then all headed back home... bored...
today, nothing to tok abt.. all explained above...
went to SCH for rehearsal on Parcels...
On the way to S.C.H...
so i hav to go nw... super tired...
byes and nites...
FiR...
p.s : saying sry or not, it jus dun make any difference... it's jus like saying hello wen ever we meet...
Woken up at
8:53 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Ytd, went to the SYF for display band...
Met at yishun interchange at 1...
but i reached b4 1 la... hah...
so little ppl went lor...
It's like ony me, Rasyid, Amirul, Hydhir,
Lynn, Illya and wat's her name? forgotten...
7 ony la went... so abt 1++ we head to yishun
mrt and to a train to kalang...
reached thr at 2++ so we walked to the stadium
which is goin to be demolish soon... the last time we see it...
reached the stadium and we were finding the entrance
if the place tat fifi suggested to us to sit..
instead of us taking nearer direction, we wen the opposite...
haha.. doinks la... nvm.. we dunnoe mah...
so we sitted thr and we wasn't satisfied wit the few and stuff.
so we shifted to another place... BUT was bein chased as tat
was for the participants ony... shifted again and end up at TK
sch... we were accepted thx to Illya for wearing our sch Uni...
the colours r the same as ours... many tot tat she was from TK...
Lols... thr's tis girl who was giving out the cheer flier...
she was like "do u hav the cheer alrdy?" she was asking me
and Amirul... both of us was like totally became rock...
then she ask "err... u guys r from TK rite?" and so Illya
ansed "ermm no, we r nt but we r supporting TK...."
Then the girl said "ouh oklah u oso cn help us cheer..."
so we said "okok..." hahaha...
thr were good bands and some jus hav no hope..
hahaha... but i think, it's still gd la...
to those who nvr get wat they wan, try again....
Top band and best Drum Major award goes to Deyi....
after everything, we went to buy food to eat...
we ate at whr? we ate at a carpark... huahuahua...
so the 7 + fifi ate at carpark wit pocket bikers biking...
then agter we head back home...
im so damn tired nw... im quite hyper jus nw...
today im goin to fifi's concert...
so mus slp nw...
byes...
FiR...
p.s : Tough times never last, but tough people do...
Woken up at
1:08 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008
Boring Day...
School was pure boredness... but i cn say, okoklah...
No BAND today... more sian!!!....
reach home after sch, chatted online...
until no one to chat wit, i rot like hell till i fell alsp.....
really nth to talk abt today...
jus a simple boring day....
im jus chatting wit many ppl nw.. hahaha...
guess nt so bored then.
so ya, nth to blog ready...
stop here bah...
byes...
FiR...
p.s : It is not so important who starts the game but who finishes it...
Woken up at
8:05 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Idiotic!!!
Sch jus suck today... ppl wan find fault wit me...
gosh if u so lazy, forget it and let him fail okay... seriously...
if u think he cn manage, y wud he wan ur help rite?
second, complain complain complain... funfair uh....
nt happy, go hell lah... CB... hopeless ppl... yoo spoiled ready...
pampered too much till bcome like tis... SELF-CENTERED!!!
Fuck off man... 3rd, the bloody hav ur name or nt, so wat? urs meh?
wah laus lah... wan change cn ask wat rite? eh, if u wan, take lah...
no nid show faces and no nid ur fren help kay... nxt time i bring my own,
I rite BIG BIG... CN?
So after sch saw met kal and all then
i wen off alone to Orchard... shopping...
hahaha... nolah... joking... hav to settle some stuff...
then came home at abt 6++....
then use comp till nw...
bored liaos...
teach me fren ltr and tmr...
hah... busy3... i nid sumone teach me tooo....
anyone... exams is co ard the corner...
im dead...
FiR...
p.s : i trustED u...
Woken up at
8:52 PM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Hyper FiR...
Today was great...
such a long day, still im glad tat i hav a great time...
so much goin on till i forget most of it...
and all the moment hav to end eventually...
back at home and my hyper jus goes dwn wit constant deceleration.
anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...
Shirley Ho... (BM/Junior/Fren)
Happy sweet 16...
Hope tat all ur wishes come through.
Be happy and smile always... =)
Good luck in ur studies....
wish u all the best....
AND...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
KAMAL...(Cousin)
Hope that all ur wishes come through...
Do well in ur studies...
Study Hard, Play Hard...
Be Happy and Smile Always...=)
Love ya...<3
I've run out of wat to say...
im so exausted of hyperness...
gosh... im so tired...
changing mode...
i'll update soon if i cn rmbr wat happened today....
sooo...
byes ppl...
FiR...
Woken up at
8:20 PM
Monday, April 7, 2008
Do u noe tat it hurts to do tis to me or
whoever u r doin to?
do u even bother nw? no..
ever ask "hw r u?"?
ever lost touch, let a good frenship die...
cause u never had time to say "hi".
u r center of attention, center of the world...
watever u r... top of the world or watever...
jus dun forget the ppl tat gave u help...
motivated u... carry u high as u r nw even
it's ony a little, it still counts...
care to open hands to welcome
u as a fren wen u didn't hav one...
Gosh wake up my fren...
the time is short...
hav to agree with tis, as we get older,
our age num bcomes bigger,
but our life bcomes shorter...
So before it's to late, u noe wat to do...
My life always circles the world of problems. nvr for once im free of it...
everyday, day and night, i think abt my problems, the band and wat so
ever la... comes to study, no more space left in my brain to store the loads
of info... unlike if im a robot or smth... cn change memory card or increase
the space... im bloody worried abt myself nw... english like shit!!! i noe
being worried means u dun prepare... but nt really... i have so much things
to cope, i have no fcuking idea whr to start... english lessons were so
stressful that i cn die of breathing difficulties... serious... i dunnoe if i cn get
the aid tat i nid asap or not.. i jus feel like... im lack of hope nw... im terribly
dwn... wat my teacher said was rite... im goin from positive to negative...
Hw nice if the blog is alive and can reply and help me wen i blog all tis...
haish... i guess wait long long... wat to do... im nt a open type of person...
Even though im open, ppl wud jus spread everything everywhr...
i rather not take the risk tat way... cos i've been through it and it suck...
i always hoping and wish the day to come, ending all tis shit tt im facing...
i guess tat day wud be my last day on earth...
wudn't u agree?
stopping here....
FiR...
p.s :Thanks for pushing me to the edge...
Woken up at
11:24 PM
Kay hai...
If u think u jus wan to give up, think twice...
showing failure is NOT the rite way...
showing glory is the only thing u shud do...
proof the ppl wrong...
i dun wan it to be gone jus like that forever...
never i wan it to...
Not much happen today...
school was okay but nt some period whr i go really stressed...
after sch had band...
rehearsal for parcels...
to the current batch who are goin to replace the sec4/5 pls take note of watever has been said. band, wake up ok... no more craps... i dun wan see the band fall in NBC... Concert nxt week... very very very near... work extra hard ppl... Jiayou...
oklah.. gt tons of work to do...
byes...
FiR....
Woken up at
9:32 PM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Okay... Lets post some photos...
Help my Floutists juniors take photo before the Achievement Day...
They look great!!! and Cute!!!...
Waiting for the Parade to start....
Playing for the Parade...
Then during the evening after concert and b4 dismissal... we took family pic...
Formal...
Informal
Some photos of me...
That's all for the Achievement Day...Birthday Celebrations...
The Birthday Cake and the Birthday Boy...
The Family of the Birthday Boy...
Both are celebrating their Birthday in April...
The 3 Youngest in the family...
He looks kind of sad cos it's not his bdae and he dun get anything... and he feels that he dun get the attention he always get...
awww... dun sad sad kay... some cousin of his gav him money to by his own toys...
That's all for now ppl...
FiRdAuS...
Woken up at
1:06 PM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Hello...
Had Achievement Day ytd....
nth much to say abt it...
it was good and bad la...
watever happened, we apologize....
forgive who ever u blame on...
if u think it's his fault, mayb see into the prob more...
he's jus sec1 ok... it's bad if all blame and laugh or wat
so ever for his 1st performance...
so pls ppl, understand... thx....
head home after dinner in sch wit Junyang.
reach home as usually at comp doin some stuff....
then at 11+++ felt so tired and had to go to bed...
so off i wenty to slp...
today, had famoly gathering as per normal...
but today is a special one... cos it's the cousins' bdae...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
4 April - Irfan....
Advance...
7 April - Auntie
9 April - Kamal
may all ur wishes come through and be happy and smile always... =)
Im off for nw... nth is coming out of me...
not feeling the way i am...
tis is my life, down always...
so if u think being wit me makes u feel dwn too,
then dun be wit me... cos i noe, there's atleast 1 who
think tis way...
Byes...
FiRdAuS...
p.s : so much for ur promise and so much for me waiting... seriously, GTH....
Woken up at
11:56 PM
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Hello hello...
Monday,
Sch was ermm okay? nw adays i hav STML lah due to stress...
hahaha... had SRP after sch. Chem SRP... cnt affort to run away
from it nor leaving the class early... so the lesson ended abt 10min
to 4... i chiong like hell home and change and went back out to Yishun.
Reached Yishun at 5.05? 5 mins late... hahaha... Reach yishun and met
up the rest... saw the woodlanders, sembawangers(k lame...) and who
ever that is not staying yishun at the platform... so we went down after
my arrival to meet the yishun ppl below... waited and confirm the no.
of ppl and off we waited for the train to arrive. Took the train and i got
to noe tt thr's actually ard 56 band members on the train. Like wow...
it's the first time tt no. of ppl goes out to smwhr... among us, there was
different2 looks... we reached city hall and walk to esplanade... wen, we
reached, it was quite early... so we had to wait a long time... while
waiting, many of us walk/hang around, play psp and so on... So we
waited and waited, tickets was distributed and the door soon open...
Tickets were not free sitting... so many of us scramble for change of
tickets so tat he/she can sit wit his/her frens... so some got to change
and some, no... entered the hall and we settled dwn for the concert to
begin... all the songs were great played by the bands... i was so attracted
to the saxophone ensemble... i was damn great... =) after interval, many
change places as the did not care anymore... hahaha... k so blah blah blah...
dun wan say everything... the crowd shouted for encore and we received
it.. hees... after the concert ended we walked out of the hall and alot of
msges awaits me to open them... we went to look for seniors and sumpne
wants to look for her symbal boy(ahah) sadly, he went off liaos... so we
planned to have dinner plus supper at Mcd, but it was closed... check other
venue, also close... had no choice, we took train home... we went separate
ways as it was late... almost midnight... that strike of 12 was Rashid's bdae...
So went home wit kal and reached home at 12++...
I was so tired then... Tons of hmwk wasn't completed for tt day... haish...
on tuesday, nth much happen though... no band...
Wed, There was so many free periods due to absent of teachers... the
whole day, i only like studied 1 subj which was chem... cool rite... hah...
after sch had band... Achievement Day rehearsal both parade and
concert... it's super tiring... we went up and dwn the levels... imagine
carrying a tuba and do as such... The last venue for the was the hall...
we practice the AD concert pieces... by that time, i have a headache
alrdy... i tot i ws jus a normal one... but soon after mr tong thank us,
be we suppose to pack up. i stood up and realise i was goin
backwards... if i were to walk, i wud be walking towards the right and
not straight... I was having Dizziness... hahas... my first time u noe...
like wat sia... i was so pissed wen i cant stand or walk straight... i hav
to fetch the tuba to the band store one level above... thanks to Jingyi
and Varun who help me carried the tuba up and save my day... Faisal,
thx for helping me ytd ya... i noe u carried alot of instruments. haha...
and the rest, thx for caring... i appreciate it =) guys... especially the
sec1s... so then blah3... dismissed and i went off to busstop, still having
slight dizziness... the juniors came by, and we tok3 while waiting for the
bus which took so long to arrive... rook the bus and smhw i felt better...
reached home, change and all, then throw myself on the bed... sooo tired...
Thurs, today... no so much happen lah.. the stuff tat happened is difficult
to explain... so ya... lucky dun hav band today... and finally, i can end tis
post... hahaha... do u noe actually i write and stop for a few times for this
post? cos i was tired... and i dun think so i wud want to combine the AD
post together cos tmr wud be a long long day.... ouh and i received my
new class T ready... haha..
Im ending here for now...
the nxt time...
bye byes...
FiR...
Thanks to all that helped...
Woken up at
9:23 PM
Hellooo...
hmmm sry didn't update...
today fell aslp after comin back sch....
no band today.. then at night did some stuff on comp..
was quite busy bah.. so i dun hav time to blog..
wat im blogging now is actually nth... tmr then i write the real post...
im tired and gtg...
so byes...
FiRdAuS...
Woken up at
12:55 AM
