Ok seriously i dunnoe wat's rong wif u... hey, ppl hav feelings can? wat's so fcuking good abt her??? the reason u hav been given alot of money tar made u love her so much? wth lah... i really dun understand ok... choosing love is wat u wan, i oso dun wanna be here ok... u think wat? the money u get is halal??? think abt it la... she can't do anything but cry... im half the time, thinking wat kind of person of u to confess tat she is good and she is not... im hurt too ok... i thank god many more ppl understand her... like me and my cousin and her mum...
i dunnoe wat to say... ppl are jus so not understanding us... whoever la.. some say yeah yeah.. but they actually dun understand... i may b tis way, she might b tat way... wat u can do? different ppl hav different colours... y u cn only see a black and white picture? y cant u see the colours? atleast try to see the colour lah... i jus dun understand u rite nw... i guess i will nvr... it's up to u lah... watever it is, she still has ur blood...
So yesterday celebrated the small boy and Aunt/Mummie's bdae...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Mummie and Izzat!!!
hmmm... like nth to blog alrdy...
sooo... till nxt time ya...
Bye... FiR...
p.s : You jus suck...
Woken up at
8:03 PM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Yo, I'm dead!!!
MY O'LEVEL MALAY ORAL IS TOMORROW!!!
Okay hello.. i'm so really dead.. my teacher haven go through with me oral practice yet... as the rest of my classmates are having their oral nxt week... tis is bad i tell you... im gonna suffer a disadvantage... i jus hope i won't cock-up... thx to all tat wished me luck. i hope your luck will come in handy. =)
well i better go mug and practice...
so till then... byes...
FiR...
Woken up at
10:20 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Yo...
okay so im here to update...
so yesterday went to band... WGSAB... when they changing name??? hahah.. we, the AIs, went and had ourselves surprised as the other band members did not tell us that they having a small concert... so called the fun raising concert... haha... the money is for us... huahua... lol.. for future use... so wen there set up instrument at their band store and for dunnoe y, the girls from their school band packed the store room... to b in air-corn i guess... hehe.. they are sooo... ahem ahem...haha... sit on table somemore... lol... so i see wat piece we playing until i die... ahaha.. we played 9 song leh... all sight read... cool? that's y la, nvr tell earlier... hah... so then as usual, after band the AIs went to eat.. unfortunately, i dun hav money.. had ony a sum to grab sumth simple... so then after all of us went home... upon goin home, i was so tired that the thought of goin to mws to help them play for nbc vanish... i totally forgotten and slept to restore energy...
Then at night, went out wif grannie, sis and the cousins to night market at causeway.. haha.. dun ask y, jus for fun... so walk2 around and we bought food like nobody's business... fruit la, tis la, that la... haha.. and i ate marsh mello wif chocolate thingy... dunnoe wat's the name...forget. STML ah.. sry.. i was super super great... hahaah... after buying foods, we head home... all gathered at my house... as usual, family gathering mah.. heh.. so all eat and eat and watch the tv drama... the drama on the sats, always teach us abt something... which is good... soon, clock stricks 12 and drama ends... and all started packing the mess and stuff and went home...
as for me, nxt was the comp... hahaha... so yeah was on the comp and received a fone call from a fren and we chatted for some time... till my fren receive a call...
the rest after was not meant to be publicise and nvr will..
then i continued using the comp till i cud not bare any more and took a rest... i only wanted to take a rest and wait for a fren... but i accidentally slept... haish...
so today, had tuition from 11 to 1 and will change from nxt week onwards from 12 to 2.. tuition nw is pretty fine for me...
after tuition, here i am using the comp and blog... haish.. sch starts tmr... 1 month had jus pass like nobody's business... omgosh... im fainting... talking abt sch, my homework done? NO! Well atleast i did not even do one.. i did alot... it's jus that it's too much...
so see ya ppl tmr...
byes...
FiR... p.s : Hey dude, pls take care of her and urself... she is the only one u have...
Woken up at
5:54 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
YoYo...
Okay ppl sry for the wait... well, had some bad times wif some PEOPLE... Hah... so okay.. dun wanna talk abt it... so i went to band prac today... the last for the holidays... huahua.. okay, i came at 9.30 and it was all the way sectionals... bluek... i noe i come after launch... but nehmind.. help the low brasses...
okay, now i hav like nth to say...
not in the mood bah.. heh.
im ending here... byes...
FiR... p.s : i'm having a great time every moment with you... and there isn't only one fish in the sea...
Woken up at
9:10 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
Helloo.. im here yet again...
The Birthday Boy... haha... okay... turn 13 today... become young man ready... well, i hope u had a great day today cos i myself did... and hope u like the gift that shaik and i gave... sry had to put it in ur bag tat way... so, yeah... hope u enjoy ur special day today with me and the rest... =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY again... hehe...
So went for band today... hmmm mr.tg came so damn early today lor... cos his morn wif junyuan was canceled... there was complications also... some thot 10 and some thot 1... so since tg was here early, he ask us to get as many ppl dwn to sch asap... so we did lor... hahaha... so blah3... launch time ate wif the juniors... then after was combine time... i finally decided and sacrifice abit of my time studying to help them in NBC... and walaus... im gonna b the ony tubist? nvm... i noe i cn support the band... haha... and one good thing, get more cca points... yay... so i sight read the songs, and i cn play... so yeah.. more or less i dun nid prac much.. huahua.. so i cn study more... lol... so while practicing thr was a pro tubist from sax section... hahaha and im serious!!! he cud pitch the tuning note from the first moment he touched the tuba just now... good rite...
u wanna noe who???? TaDa... Yeah the guy... rmbr yhe soloist? haha lol... so we combine playing the pieces and all... so yeah band ended... there was a lots of things happen at the busstop... lol... then we suppose to go eat wif the birthday boy... but in the end we jus bought food to go went off... hah... reach home and felt so tired...
ThE EnD!!!
Buttom line, im taking part in NBC...
So ya... see yaa ppl tmr...
FiR...
Woken up at
8:19 PM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Back
Okays... im back from the bad days i had... well dun wanna talk abt that... yesterday went for band prac... the WGSAB... did not attend last week... and the rest of the AI alumni who joined.. tis weeek, all came... it's like we come like a package... =))
so we played several songs... and i love some songs that we played... example, Oteyawakani... we played Japanese Graffiti IX too... hehe... then after prac we went to eat... then i proceeded home...
Yesterday night wasn't as usual... no one came as one of the family went to chalet and the other went to Malaysia... So the house was so quiet and boring.... well wat to do...
today morning, as usual had tuition... was suppose to do English but we did math yet again cos i nid help in it... and thanks to my cher who bought for me the TYS which im suppose to buy but no money... how cud ever i repay u... in the middle of the lesson, her sis called and ask about chem ques... so i was interested and wanted to help... it sound difficult cos its pure chem... but it turn out quite easy... well so we did math all the way....
then after at 3 i started to get ready to go out for fifi's concert... when i went and wait for bus, thr was like no bus.. i got to noe that thr was a traffic jam at the woodland checkpoint... im staying nearby mah. thus, im affected... so i was late abit... SORRY MEI... i rush to woodland mrt by taxi... hah.. that cost me some cash... so we met and head to Clementi... we took bus to NP after... reach the concert area, and "apek' aka tubist from WGSAB called me... heh... wah the rest oso went leh... so we went in the concert... the seats are so so high.. i dunnoe how many sitter... the theme of the concert was quite okay lah... and the broucher(or however u spell it) was in envelopes... ermm.. waste of paper? but but... it's kinda of cool actually... first song was boring le... but the rest was great great great... wat i like the most is their PERCUSSION ENSEMBLE!!! THEY WERE GREAT!!!! hah.. i wanna listen again... okay2... then after the concert ended.. we head home... went to say bye to the "apek" and frems... then i took the bus and i was shock that so many of them say bue to me... hahaha lol... i tot who sia...
Then i reached woodlands and in search for __ to __ the __... finally found and off i went to get sumthin to eat... and that sumthin is jus a ramli burger... hahaha... tat also is for wat u noe? it's for break first, launch and dinner... walaus... my stomach was like calling for help the whole day... gotten the food and home im off...
reach home, on comp and here i am... im jus waiting for the moment... ahah.. wat moment? for me to noe and for u to find out...
Annnddd......
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY JUNYANG!!!
Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday To JUnYang... Happy Birthday To You!!!... =))
Be a good nephew of mine hor... hope all ur wishes come true and may u live long... study hard, play hard... be a successful man in future... Jiayous for NBC ya?... be good junior kay darl? heh... be happy and smile always... <3> happy fireworking... =))
well that's all for today... till then...
Byes...
FiR...
p.s : goin band tmr... hah..
Woken up at
11:35 PM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
...
Okay, today is one of the days where i can't make myself smile or whatever... The mix emotions just attack me in my heart... the frustration, the sadness, and so on... i can bare myself feeling pain in my heart... there is just something wrong some how... but i just don't know what... my heart is just pounding faster and faster... needs alot of air... gosh... sometimes, i just feel like fainting... why is this happening to me... i feel very down... i just wish someone would just help me...
...
Every time i close my eyes, your image would just appear in my head... Your smile and laughter cannot be forgotten... It cannot be forgotten as you wish i would be... It is just because i still love you... Without you, my life would be in darkness like the night without the moon light... The darkness of my life is just waiting for you to shine in me and make my life bright... I do not want to go on with my life without you... Come back to me my love and make my life a better one... You appearances just make my day every time... Your words touched my heart whenever i am with you... Your words were the ones made me fall for you... But sad, it was too late to tell you what was locked in my heart... Now you are not by my side, what else now i did wrong... Please, come back and be with me forever...
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There are words that are to be said, they are just too hard to say. I'm just afraid that we are not meant for each other. But i need you in my life, if i dun have you, it's like a night without moon. When you came around, i first felt something in you that touch me in my heart. That special feeling is a one an only feeling felt for one person.. My mind is just playing around and taking that you are mine. My heart is your's and when you run away, you'd just break my heart and i die. My dreams and memories with you would be gone... You had me in your arms... You had my eyes in your's... But am i now???... I'm out of your life, I'm not to blame, I just dun wanna let you go... I always thought that you have been forever part of me... I cant stop myself from stopping you to be with that someone There's just that empty space in me that knew that i just can't go on... I really miss you, My love... My arms are open awaiting for you to be back. I'm alone, I'm asking you back with thousand words to get you. Sometimes i just feel that i should give up... But stop, i won't and continue to wait, i will... Till the time comes, I'lljust say those words to you without fail. Cause you r the one i LOVE... and i wanna be with you... You will be truly mine... ~~~~~
expressing myself there... hah... haish... well im tired now... gtg... toodles...
FiR... p.s : I miss you so much...
Woken up at
11:18 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
...
hahah... heyloo... finally get to meet ppl i miss... hehehe... tot of goin to sch to study but end up chatting and all... hahaha... the saxes ordered pizza leh... wah.. hope no cher find out... the flutes sectional and sectional.... me? i disturb them... no lah... i not so bad... huahuahua...
after the flutes ended their sectionals, we went off... b4 that, nephew tried playing the comp piece for MR.V... then after off we went to busstop waiting for bus... 811 or 800 came very long cos the saxes waited for it quite some time... short after 965 came... i was cubing then... haahha... was hungry, so i decided to get smth light b4 goin home jus in case my grannie haven cook... Thanks nephew for accompanying me... hees....
then i reach home, on comp and then felt like slping... so i slept... then woke and chat wit my fren... ahah... dude, jus wait... i jus learn 2x2x2 by myself... how cool is that? i get to u wen i noe hw to do 4x4x4.... jus wait... hehehe...
okay... im done HeRe... goin to nxt blog.... toodles....
FiR... p.s : i noe the post is dry... am so sry....
Woken up at
7:46 PM
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Wah....
okay... im sooooo tired today... gonna slp soon.. basically, i hav nth to say... i've jus update another 2 blogs... yes, i hav 3 blogs... crazy rite???? i am wat... well, my grannie came home ready... and tmr having tuition... aiyo....
I MISS MeImEi/NePhEw/Band/classmates...
aiyoooo.... i wonder how if i graduate...miss them till i die...
ouh ok la... hav to go... if not the tutor later talk alone cos im tired... hahaha... slp during her tutorial... so i mus slp nw...
byes... FiR...
p.s : LOVE YOU PEOPLE...
Woken up at
1:35 AM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Okays... the cuzzie SUNAT (circumcise) today... wee... cure soon bro... Let's post the rubik's that i've done...
Woken up at
1:15 AM
Thursday, June 5, 2008
The Love...
Best Friends
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny!
...
You're the love I can't regret
You're the love I can't regret even tough stars fall in the sky And you left me wondering why still I love you that's a thing I can't deny
You're the love I can't regret even we're apart your always near always in my thoughts, forever in my heart I'll keep you in here, you were never apart
You're the love I can't regret I missed you so much your kiss and your touch do you hear my call to catch me when I fall
You're the love I can't regret That even you left me in a misery You're always the one I want and even if that you're gone you're still the one I love
Woken up at
10:31 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
THE FATHER AND SON...
Today is Dad's Birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!! Without you, i won't be here... i love you so much. HEY! who dun love the father??? my wish is that i can see u everyday... u've been working so hard everyday... everyday u hav OverTime... then u wun be coming down here to see us... it's jus sad as ur dad staying same block and u cn nvr meet at all... u wud only see him once in 2 weeks??? haish... i miss the old times... Dad, i wish u good health... may u hav a longer life... Dun leave me ok... STOP smoking pls daddy... i always worried seeing u as u keep on being sick... and i hardly u smile... sometimes, i jus hav a bad feeling... I nid sum1 like u to be by my side every single step of my life... if i were to tok to u, i wud go very far wit u... we wud jus click... like father, like son... how i wish... it's all up to God... Whatever that is, i still love my Dad... So take care Dad!!!
FiR... p.s : tears rolling dwn...
Woken up at
7:58 PM
Hello...
Okay, tis may seem strange, but firdaus has fallen in love wit rubik's... hahahah... I've finally get to solve... thx to the tutorial at Youtube... KAK NISA, I CAN SOLVE LA SEY... HAH!...
hmm... sch extra classes r over... except for chem lessons which has a day in a week...
purely bored but same time nid study... i wan to get out of the hse and nt stay at home toking alone... i shall i ask u to send me to mental hospital if i do so... hopefully band wud hav drills... atleast once in tis holidays...
hmm wat else shall i tok abt? okay, nth... cos i dun do anything... FiR is a bored person if u were to judge from outside...
Well, im quite tired alrdy... so, yeah... toodles...
FiR... p.s : Im over the moon...
Woken up at
12:29 AM
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