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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free


But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide


But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do


But if you wanna cry: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

Woken up at
1:58 PM


Friday, January 23, 2009

My fall has been accelerating as days go by...
people drifting apart...
aaarrgghh can someone help me?
gosh...

sometimes i wonder,
do you even know how i feel?
Why is it always have to be you...
I have feelings too...

i hav nothing to say!!! empty brain...
too stress to think...

i guess i would jus wish all
GONG XI FA CAI...
hav a great New Year and happy holidays..

FiR...

Remember me tonight when you are asleep....

Woken up at
11:59 PM


There is only one thing that i want
you to know before i leave...
I Love You...

Woken up at
11:57 PM


Monday, January 19, 2009

After a million years not blogging,
I'M HERE.... hehe..

Ever since I did nt update,
life was hard... sleepless nights...
problems here and there...
a rest time for me to hav holidays wasn't
what i had...

but all that i did not mind...


i don't hav much to say anyway...
it's just sad to hav a bad year start...


I hav to say this...
I fail my english badly...
i dunnoe y... i pass in prelims...


Taking my O results was a hard time...
i teared looking at the slip...
1. tears of joy
2. tears of disappointment....


Why?
it's because i pass my science with an A1!!!
and i fail BADLY for English...
ya, WTF???


Stupid.. it's a waste...
i can't go anywhere!!!
waiting for my appeal results...
currently, finding back up and
plan for future... total stress...


Nxt thing about this year,
so many people change...
nt slow, but fast...
i'm like, WOW!
either i live with it
or say goodbye...
but, haish...


Start of the year is like shit!
i really would pray and hope that
it's not for the whole year...
that's all for now...


FiR.

Woken up at
9:09 PM


Thursday, December 4, 2008

I'm so sorry for not updating...
My comp spoiled and replaced nw...
all my memory, documents gone!!!!

Life has been hard for me...
it even went to the limit point where
i feel like dying... sadly no one understands...

some, jus went to make it worst...
but i'm thankful to the one's that tries
to understand...

that's all for nw...

p.s. : I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!

FiR...

Woken up at
11:22 PM


Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Explain your relationship status:
- Single, means, im nt attached... get it?


Name a lyric from the last song you listened to
:-Lucky


What did you wear today?
- Shirt, jeans and u shud noe wat's on the inside la...


Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
- glasses last time... now, no...


How many windows are open on your computer?
- 2


What are you doing after this?
- Take a shower and prepare to go out...


Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
- Present from uncle.


Do you like to cuddle?
- Yeah...


How tall are you?
- I dunno...Can't remember...


Which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
no one?


Do you like someone? Does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
- Nope.. not those...


Do you like hugs?
- Uhhuh

Are you a loud person?
- Not really


Are you wearing underwear right now?
- DUH!!!..


Look to your left, what do you see?
- My Handphone, a cup of drink and the CPU...


What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
- the day that i've been waiting for...


Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
- What? yeah...


Have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
- No.


Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
- Well, yeah...


Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
- Maybe i did... but mostly, i feel useless...


Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
- Maybe yes almost but nt everything....


Who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
-my 2 close frens...


How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
- Not sure.


Last serious hug?
- forgot when...


Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
- Nope...


Is something bothering you?
- YES!!!... A LOT....


Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
- Nope.


Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- Yeah...


What woke you up this morning?
- My alarm?


Would you go back in time to change something?
- Of course!!!


Is it hard leaving people behind?
- Yes.


What are you excited for?
- for my grandfather to get well soon and come home...


Who was the last missed call?
- Faizyn


At the moment are you more warm or cold?
- Warm.


What was the last thing you spent your money on?
- Bought a drink...


Is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
- That malay song called "Usah lepaskan..."


What are you doing right now?
- Doin the quiz larhh!!! and waiting for the time to pass...


Can you handle the truth?
- Yeah...


How’s your life lately?
- You wouldn't want to be in my shoes...


When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
- Today?


If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
- spring? but Singapore has no seasons....


Do you hate being alone?
- Yes but sometimes, i have to...


Where were you last night?
- Hospital


Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
- NESCAFE...


Do you currently have a hickey?
- WTH IS THAT??


Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
- Yeah.


When did you first get Myspace?
- I don’t have one...


Are you drifting away from any friends?
- Maybe soon...


What are you listening to?
- I'm Yours


What are you doing tonight?
- Not sure... Hospital again maybe?


Does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
- Yeah....


Are you wearing socks?
- Nope.


Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
- Nope


Who’s your last text from?
- Faisal


Are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
- Not everytime


Ever kissed someone who smokes?
- My father on the cheek last time i guess...


Someone on your mind right now?
- Yeah


Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- SOSO i guess.. ahhaha...


Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
- ME!!!


Where were you at 2:02 this morning?
- On the comp...


Did you go to sleep last night smiling?
- Yeah...


Anyone told you a secret this week?
- Yes.


When was the last time you bought something?
- Just now.


Do you play an instrument?
- piano, euphonium, tuba, trumpet and many more...
hahaha... seriously... but nt PRO lah....

Woken up at
5:22 AM


35 Little Secrets:Be honest no matter what!
[ONE]Who was your last text from?

Faizyn

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
At home

[THREE]Your relationship status?
Single

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
Tired,sleepy,bored and pissed

[SIX] What's your brother's name?
I dun have one.

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?
Blue,Red,Green,black, white

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
Somewhere i can releast my stress...

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
I think so... lols...

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
Yes.

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
Sing, breathe and watch... TV... hahaha...dun think other things uh...

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
Yes.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like.
someone??

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
not sure bt recently... bcos if whoever does nt during tat moment,
they hav no feelong...


[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah...

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
Think of that sum1... and think of impossible things

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Faizyn and Haikal

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?
There's like so many.. gonna jus name some favorites...
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours,Make It Mine,Lucky


[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
This quiz thingy...Like DUH.
On the phone...

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
Family,My close frens?

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
A present from my cousin...


[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope.

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
5?

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
Haikal, Faizyn, Dickson, Junyang and some others...

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
HORRIBLE?!

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Nope.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
Sum1 that i admire... heh...


[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping...


[TWENTY-NINE] If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
To wish all my wishes come true....

[THIRTY] What are you listening to?
Someone singing...

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Sum1, rather not say who...

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
My grandfather?

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
nope... as normal...

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
Black...


[THIRTY-FIVE]Who was the last person to make you laugh?
tis 2 peeps on the phone? i guess...

The 10 pl tagged to do this:
whoever bah...

Woken up at
3:55 AM




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#Age: 18(in august)
#Birthday: 29 AuGuSt (BuY Me A PrEsEnT Ok?)
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#Occupation: StUdEnT, MuSiCiAn, PiAnIsT, TuBiSt, EuPhOnIsT AnD WaNtInG To Be TrUmPeTeR

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# WISHES To be with her one day
# WISHES To Have A New Phone
# WISHES To Have A New Jacket
# WISHES To Have More Shirts
# WISHES To Have More Jeans
# WISHES To Have More Frens
# WISHES To BE LOVED <3...
# WISHES To Be Happy Everyday.
# WISHES AlL My WiShEs CoMe ThRoUgH... :D.<

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