THE SUN!!! IT'S BLAMING AND AIMING FIRDAUS' DAY...
Im so fucking pissed today la rite... thx to those who shoot and do watever u like to me... im so tired of my life goin through all tis... thr's no ending to it... i dun get the whole bloody point... 24/7 blame me, like im the only person in the whole wide world... everything hurts... it hurts me like, bang!!!... so much impact tat i cn jus burst into tears on the spot... i hurts to think of the pass, it hurts to think of the future, but it's most hurtful to think of reality which is nw...
im speechless for today. seriously.... im so tired of ppl hurting me im so tired of being in class and dun understand a fucking thing cos the teacher says it's hard to teach me... im so tired of being in band. tat's if ppl nvr do anything... im tired of being poor... im tired of my eyes... mus as well be blind... im tired of being use like a dog... im so tired of life... thr's no ending to all tis shit... thr's no way out!!!
wen i shut up, u all say im anti-social or emo la or watever u wan say... wen i tok, u say so much oso... say i irritating la, tis la tat la... wat u expect me to do then?
blame me all u wan... i dun even fucking care... if i look like ur DOG, so b it... woof woof.... if u wan to say smth, u bloody mean it.... dun come and think fir is stupid or wat... so he wont notice... yalah2 i stupid okay... big deal? my eng suck like hell.... the tok big r the usually do no action... im so so stress nw... my tears continues to flow even if i control... so too bad.... it's uncontrolable... if u wan to say i like girl, so be it...
enuf of tis shit la hor... i lazy say ready....
so ytd, i wen to fifi's concert... it was great... hehe.... bought roses and stuff... met late abit... padahal2, we stil early... we seriously like early sey... rasyid suggested meet at 11 the day b4... i was like "for wat so early???" hah... so we went to the esplanade and get a snack from McD... Entered the hall at 2.30 smth or ard thr la... we ovvupied the side seats... then actually we cud sit the seats at the circles upstairs... but since we're early, we cnt... no one's fault oso... cos no one noes... so blah blah blah... after their super nice performance, we met fifi to giv flowers... someone by for me tis thurs ok??? hehe.. thx... haha... seriously ah, their song, i listen like listening to tokyo kosei sia.... so after met fifi, we all went off home... while walking to the mrt, rasyid gone missing and we started laughing due to certain stuffs and jokes... laugh till stomach pain.. stupid sia... so then all headed back home... bored...
today, nothing to tok abt.. all explained above... went to SCH for rehearsal on Parcels... On the way to S.C.H...
so i hav to go nw... super tired... byes and nites...
FiR...
p.s : saying sry or not, it jus dun make any difference... it's jus like saying hello wen ever we meet...
Woken up at
8:53 PM
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The Fallen One
#Name:MuHd FiRdAuS BiN SaRiFi
#Known As: FiRdAuS / FiR / DaUs / AbAnGcIk(by me cousin)
#Age: 18(in august)
#Birthday: 29 AuGuSt (BuY Me A PrEsEnT Ok?)
#Status: SiNgLe
#Schools: SSVH, AhMaD IbRaHiM SeCoNdArY ScHoOl... Bw in ?????
#Band: AhMaD IbRaHiM CoNcErT BaNd... (Alumni liaos)
#Occupation: StUdEnT, MuSiCiAn, PiAnIsT, TuBiSt, EuPhOnIsT AnD WaNtInG To Be TrUmPeTeR
My WiShEs
# WISHES To be with her one day
# WISHES To Have A New Phone
# WISHES To Have A New Jacket
# WISHES To Have More Shirts
# WISHES To Have More Jeans
# WISHES To Have More Frens
# WISHES To BE LOVED <3...
# WISHES To Be Happy Everyday.
# WISHES AlL My WiShEs CoMe ThRoUgH... :D.<
