Okay, today is one of the days where i can't make myself smile or whatever... The mix emotions just attack me in my heart... the frustration, the sadness, and so on... i can bare myself feeling pain in my heart... there is just something wrong some how... but i just don't know what... my heart is just pounding faster and faster... needs alot of air... gosh... sometimes, i just feel like fainting... why is this happening to me... i feel very down... i just wish someone would just help me...
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Every time i close my eyes, your image would just appear in my head... Your smile and laughter cannot be forgotten... It cannot be forgotten as you wish i would be... It is just because i still love you... Without you, my life would be in darkness like the night without the moon light... The darkness of my life is just waiting for you to shine in me and make my life bright... I do not want to go on with my life without you... Come back to me my love and make my life a better one... You appearances just make my day every time... Your words touched my heart whenever i am with you... Your words were the ones made me fall for you... But sad, it was too late to tell you what was locked in my heart... Now you are not by my side, what else now i did wrong... Please, come back and be with me forever...
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There are words that are to be said, they are just too hard to say. I'm just afraid that we are not meant for each other. But i need you in my life, if i dun have you, it's like a night without moon. When you came around, i first felt something in you that touch me in my heart. That special feeling is a one an only feeling felt for one person.. My mind is just playing around and taking that you are mine. My heart is your's and when you run away, you'd just break my heart and i die. My dreams and memories with you would be gone... You had me in your arms... You had my eyes in your's... But am i now???... I'm out of your life, I'm not to blame, I just dun wanna let you go... I always thought that you have been forever part of me... I cant stop myself from stopping you to be with that someone There's just that empty space in me that knew that i just can't go on... I really miss you, My love... My arms are open awaiting for you to be back. I'm alone, I'm asking you back with thousand words to get you. Sometimes i just feel that i should give up... But stop, i won't and continue to wait, i will... Till the time comes, I'lljust say those words to you without fail. Cause you r the one i LOVE... and i wanna be with you... You will be truly mine... ~~~~~
expressing myself there... hah... haish... well im tired now... gtg... toodles...
FiR... p.s : I miss you so much...
Woken up at
11:18 PM
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The Fallen One
#Name:MuHd FiRdAuS BiN SaRiFi
#Known As: FiRdAuS / FiR / DaUs / AbAnGcIk(by me cousin)
#Age: 18(in august)
#Birthday: 29 AuGuSt (BuY Me A PrEsEnT Ok?)
#Status: SiNgLe
#Schools: SSVH, AhMaD IbRaHiM SeCoNdArY ScHoOl... Bw in ?????
#Band: AhMaD IbRaHiM CoNcErT BaNd... (Alumni liaos)
#Occupation: StUdEnT, MuSiCiAn, PiAnIsT, TuBiSt, EuPhOnIsT AnD WaNtInG To Be TrUmPeTeR
My WiShEs
# WISHES To be with her one day
# WISHES To Have A New Phone
# WISHES To Have A New Jacket
# WISHES To Have More Shirts
# WISHES To Have More Jeans
# WISHES To Have More Frens
# WISHES To BE LOVED <3...
# WISHES To Be Happy Everyday.
# WISHES AlL My WiShEs CoMe ThRoUgH... :D.<
