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Thursday, October 9, 2008
Well, life is just a place where i'm always getting
hurt each time i breathe. it might sound so fake,
but when you be in my shoes, you will understand.
I feel so damn useless in this world. Each time
i try to live and survive, i fall...Before i
could rise and stand again, so much pressure and
many people just push me down back again to the
ground. So must as well i fall with impact
and K.O. People will be people, they won't understand
what others are going through... even me. only some do
understands and some try their best to do so...
some succeed, some fail... My life is so complicated that
no one seems to understand. sometimes even i don't too...
I've been insulted, i've been blamed, i'm always the first
to get the attention by the negative points. With my
condition, it's jus so hard and too many obstacles to
go over. i so need a shoulder right now. Whoever
it is that i know and close with. But sad,
i'm ALONE! it's really too bad. even i have
two sisters, i just feel that i don't have any.
I alone and so i'm bored... so whenever i'm with
others, i tent to be BORING!!!... ya, i am and
i hate it. it's no what i wanna be. I
dunnoe if you guys felt that i'm BORING! but i
feel that you guys are think of me this way.
Friends, hmmm... they can be there when you are helping
but will they be there when you are in need?
Friends, they can be so nice to you infront, but
at the back? Only God knows what they say.
Friends, they can just be selfish and nvr give in.
Friends, You may understand them, but they won't make an
effort to do the same thing to you.
Friends, they may just shout at you for nothing but
you gave in and listen. And when it is too
much for you to take, you shout, and he/she
would hate/ignore you for a period of time.
Friends, they might be just lying to you but you
just take it as a fact and believe him/her.
Friends, they can just insult you indirectly at times but
you stayed positive and did not bother much...
Friends, they might just judge you by your appearance.
And finally, i guess this is why they say that
Closest Friends is His/Her Closest Enemy.
All the above stated is base on fact....
let's move on... I failed my Prelims badly!!! see how
stupid i can be? very stupid... then being questioned by
teachers, why like this and that... well what can i say?
I just threw to them my problems and explain why.
Hopefully my O's don't flunk...
Hari Raya was Okay and boring this year...
too lazy to upload photos...
did not collected much...
Been so busy preparing for O's and it's
like so near lor... im dead meet i guess...
i'm so so stress with tonnes of works
plus plus my own problems...
had countless broke down...
i really need a shoulder... pls..
haha...
been busy goin back to school for
class which it was suppose to me
"Home Study"
Must as well ask go school as per normal...
But whatever it is, it helps... Thank God...
Well currently studying till Papers...
And my teachers putting high expectations on me!!!
I'm dead!!! pressured...
To all juniors, good luck for your results...
and have a good rest...
that's all for now...
FiR...
Woken up at
8:46 PM
