Friday, October 10, 2008
Well, like i predicted you guys just won't bother.
Who am i right? so much for you people's
EMPTY WORDS...
Ya so much of most of you...
empty promises, words....
This is what i always get...
and i'm too damn stupid to
fall for it...
It just suck...
No mood to study...
been emo-ing for some reason...
alone suffering which no one seems to care...
My breath is void of oxygen
My heart a scribble without rythm
I don't know what I'm doing
Or what I should have done
I need someone to hold
Instead of only one
I don't want to be alone,
I don't want to be alone,
I don't want to be alone,
The panic sets in
As darkness becomes my comfort zone
This tired soul is stuck here all alone
Wondering what he has done
to turn them all away
The reason for his lonliness
Only he can say
I am alone,
I am alone,
I am alone
His walls are crushing him tonight
A stagnant shallow pool of blood and flesh and tears
Where no one wants to go
Where he swims in all his fears
I don't want to be alone, I am alone, Things will never change.
.....
I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me...
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light....
OuTz...
FiR..
Woken up at
9:25 PM
